:.`a best friend that destiny forgot to give`.:

2007-07-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i made the right decision.maybe i should have gone....gone far away from all these.sighh.i guess it's too late to look back now.oh well...

2007-07-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

back from s camp a couple of days ago. really had a lot of fun! amazing group mates, terrible sp and interesting games! haha. some pics:us at siloso beachcaterpillar game :Sus at underwater world with the crabs :)nemo! :D:Phad my driving test today! thank God everything went well. weather was good, tester was nice and test route was all right! :)thank you everyone for the well wishes! xie xie ni

2007-06-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

been a very long time since i last blogged. temp job at s t b has ended. it was really a great experience, esp with all the wonderful ppl around. :))went for pre-hall camp too. really enjoyed myself. made many new friends. :Dmy group mates! :pshall update again soon! sleepy! (:

2007-05-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

haven't been going for driving lessons for the past week. went today. get some instructor that i dunno. he got into the car and said "hi, i'm taking till 3pm cause i need to rush to camp" so weird lah. apparently the company won't allow him to leave until 3pm! :S so at 3pm, i got another instructor. giant ninja! he kept saying that he believes that i illegal drive! grr. cause my driving on the

2007-04-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

i wonder when i will truly understand why things happen. i believe all things happen for a reason. oh well..work this week has been good. i'm always looking forward to lunch time. catching up with old friends and enjoying every moment spent with them. :) yeah yeah yeah.ahhh. am looking forward to my next driving lesson! mock test again! whee. hopefully i won't cause any accident. hahahaha. i

2007-04-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

driving is becoming more and more fun. :)i realised that running away from your problem will only make things worse. just a random comment.the only thing that keeps me everyday is driving. looking forward to going for lessons. work is all right. sighs. i need something nice to look forward.

2007-03-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

sighs. sometimes i really don't understand certain things.sometimes i wish that you were never part of my life.sometimes i wish that problems never existed.headache. decisions are so hard to make!oh well.

2007-03-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

:.si ao.er.: says:say you love mechenf eng says:i love uhaha. this was stupid.first day of work today. everyone was nice. i hope everyday will be like today! hahaha. :p

2007-03-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

rahh. it has been such a long time since i last entered an entry. everyone's busy with uni apps and stuff. sian!work's starting soon. hope it'll be fun and enjoyable. :Dbeen having weird dreams recently. dreams of many many different people. wow.shall continue later. feel like pk-ing! whee.

2007-03-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

(: thank god for everything. i'm sure He has a reason for everything.

2007-02-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

haha thanks neh for the piggy blog skin. :)nothing much to update lately. been having driving lessons. quite fun although my car likes to stall at the same place all the time! my instructors have been really nice and friendly. :D

2007-02-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha surprise!!! ;)thought you'd like this skin. cos.. pigs!!! : Dok anyway i've sent you the old one through email! you can change it back if you want. heeheeee : D<3bong!

2007-02-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

rahh. woke up today feeling quite sick. sucks.life these days has been quite okay. been very busy and stuff! yeah. busy playing pk too! haha! fun fun fun! haha. :D

2007-01-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

if one day i disappear, please don't come look for me :(

2007-01-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

went for basic theory trial test today! haha. i passed! :):):)rahh, haven't updated in such a long time. busy slacking! haha.jf plan shall start tml! yeah! exercise is good for me! :D

2007-01-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

went back to sn on thurs. it has been a long time. went to help out with selections. well.. it really HAS been a LONG time! when i graduated, the red batch peeps were only in sec 1! and now they're going to graduate! goodness. i really feel old. :( anyway had a great time, although it did feel weird being under the sun for 6 hours. haha. lunched with loreen and becca after that. had our dose of

2007-01-01T01:42:00.000+08:00

photos from watchnight service :) had a nice time!SE, cousie deb, sharon, xinyicousie! <3bryan! haha, i look very sleepy!jinny! sawasdee! :)shall wait for the rest of the photos to be sent to me! :p

2007-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!have a great and blessed 2007! :)

2006-12-31T15:18:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year's Eve everyone! 2006 is coming to a close and i'm gonna miss many things that happened in this year! oh well..thanks everyone for all the little and big things you have done for me! :)tata

2006-12-29T14:23:00.002+08:00

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green or yellow?yellow2. Your first initial?S3. Your month of birth?december4. Which color do you like more, black or white?white5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours:yuna!6. Your favorite number?77. Do you like Flying or Driving more?Flying8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?Ocean9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).PSST, PSST!

2006-12-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

went ice skating with clar, xiaohui, wei and mr chong yesterday! very fun! thank you all for teaching me, though i'm still quite scared! haha. now i've a nice big bruise from my first fall! sorry wee for breaking your records of number of falls! ha ha!xh, clar, sir, wei, SE

2006-12-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

dinnered with bong's family. nice. full! think i'm growing fat! sighh. :)hope my parents come back with nice pressies for me! whee!!bong: merry (fp) christmas to you too!

2006-12-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

passing that stretch of road reminded me of all those wonderful memories... :)

2006-12-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

i am bored!!!

2006-12-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

table pplroom mates :)pretty steph! ice cream one day! yeah! sorry couldn't make it that day. :( ahh.. soon soon k? :)

2006-12-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

sian! i just want to go out! but somehow i've so many things to do and complete.go siao er!:(thanks yuna for the present! i love it lots lots lots! and thanks for the wonderful day yesterday! :)

2006-12-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

grad is over! i had a great time! :)class!shall upload more pics another time..had birthday celebration with the 4+2 (minus shuyu who isn't in town) at vivo. nice surprise i had. haha. thank you all! :)

2006-12-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

prom tml! hope everything will be just great!till then, :)

2006-11-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

outing with the neh nehs today! xian couldn't make it cause she had prom the day before and was too tired.neo-ed. movie-d. watch tenacious d. weird show. didn't really like it. then we went to the arcade! air hockey! FUN FUN FUN! :D then met jh then went for dinner. talked so much rubbish, gossiped, caught up with each other... yeah. then we walked over to meritus mandarin to check some shop out.

2006-11-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

i think that's something quite wrong with me. my heart aches when i get angry or irritated! :( sometimes i don't understand why some ppl can do things but don't have the guts to admit what they did!oh well, on a happier note. walked taurus today! he's such a great baby! i love taurus! :)

2006-11-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

DONE! lets not talk about exams anymore.

2006-11-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

i am bored!everyone is out partying and playing.. while i still have one more paper to go! rahhh... i'm so tired after today's papers. i really really pray hard that a BIG miracle will happen! PLEASE GOD! :)off to sleep! :)

2006-10-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

When There Was Me And YouIt's funny when you find yourselfLooking from the outsideI'm standing here but all I wantIs to be over thereWhy did I let myself believeMiracles could happenCause now I have to pretendThat I don't really careI thought you were my fairytaleA dream when I'm not sleepingA wish upon a starThats coming trueBut everybody else could tellThat I confused my feelings with the

2006-10-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

f math mock yesterday. everything went fine until someone dropped his calculator and pencil case. i just burst out laughing lah. im sorry to whoever you are, but i wasn't laughing at you! when everything happened, i just thought of chu and the times she dropped her stuff! hahaha. anyway i tried to control my laughter, but wei said i made a lot of noise! ahh. embarrassing! haha. anyway i hope i

2006-10-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

i am irritated! so irritated! RAHH!yes with you!

2006-10-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

today is offically the last day of jc life. it has been an interesting journey. many friends made. many memories to keep. many things to look back at. although jc life wasn't that smooth sailing, i guess the many experiences gained are invaluable. also quite glad that my teachers are all very nice! the next thing to look forward to is farewell assembly. and after that it'll be grad. everything is

2006-09-26T12:38:00.000+08:00

i see my tagboard is very alive now with all sorts of interesting stuff? haha.2 more days.... sighh. :(

2006-09-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

haha lunched at icekimo with bong today. after that cabbed her to mayflower. i tell you the cab driver is really good. round and round we went... after don't know how long.. we finally reached the school. RAHH. then went to meet some ppl. the cab driver felt quite bad so he gave me a forty cent discount. haha. :)rushed back for s'pore idol. :( the results were well-deserved, but i wanted jon to

2006-09-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

haha. today was a very uneventful day! things kept going wrong. :(anyway i made yuna very happy today! haha. :D:D:D

2006-09-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

i cannot take it any longer! :(

2006-09-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

RAHH! I AM SO BORED OF THIS WHOLE THING!!!! wish it would end soon.blah, so many things happened in the span of 2 weeks? i should not be thinking too much. maybe i'm just too sensitive. hee.oh yes, thanks wee for all your help yesterday! i still want to intro cal to you! :D:D:D

2006-09-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE QUENTIN! :D:D:Dokay, that was random, but yah. he's so cute!!!!!! :D:D:Danyway, the colour orange is still a very nice colour![bong] thanks for the orange mentos. i didn't know why you suddenly gave me a pack of sweets, but i finally figured out! hee. thanks yah? i shall bring them for my exams! :) i still think calculator will be good for you![yuqin] stop mario-ing! stop going down to

2006-09-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

sigh. this whole period is killing me! everything is just weird now. sleeping is like the most sought after thing for me! hmmm. i just wished the night was longer! :Di guess everyone's emotions are all totally erratic? happy sad angry irritated hyper dead glum.. blahh. whatever other kinds of emotions there are. :(i shan't be spending too much time here. goodbye world. :(i hope december comes

2006-08-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness lah. gp PRELIMS today!went to school, tried to remain calm... really calm. succeeded (for a while)so here goes. paper 1, compo. "please turn over the paper and make sure both sides are printed"i turn over the paper and immediately scanned thru the questions. i tell you i almost fainted. FAINT!! i couldn't find a single media-related question. i was like on the verge of walking out

2006-08-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm tired. tired of everything! why can't it end soon! :(

2006-08-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

national day celebrations in school. not bad to end up my last national day celebration this way. celebrated xiaohui's bday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOHUI!anyway went off to search for pressie and to get auto books. tough mann. okay! at least i got mine and chu has sorta decided. hope xiaohui likes her pressie! hee. met them for lunch after that! we all felt super bloated after lunch. goodness. :)sigh

2006-08-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

this is one of the funniest day ever although nothing funny happened.started the day with much hw undone/half-done... the point is that the day didn't stop of very well. anyway everything became better after assembly. chu had the best view today!!! :S not fair not fair! then came gp lesson. wee, clar and i were the first three to leave the lecture to rush to class lah! goodness. embarrassing i

2006-07-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

orange is a nice colour, isn't it? :)

2006-07-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

rahh! i wished sundays could be 100 hours long! sundays are my homework days!!! so much work to do!!!!!!! sigh!anyway going to watch a concert at sajc soon. shall go get ready now. off i go.:)

2006-07-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

only believeonly believe all things are possibleonly believe:Danyway thank you so much steph for sacrificing your saturday to pei wo! hope you had fun in j8 with me! hahaha. lets go out for my yummylicious ice cream another day k! and yes God will honour us as we remain faithful in Him! :)hmmm. today was such an eventful day. we have chu bumping into so many ppl! and there's wee who cannot stop

2006-07-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

thanks chu, wee, xiaohui, clar, jac for coming down to help!went to visit yuna after that. poor girl! sigh, although i understand exactly how she feels now, i really hope she gets well soon! cause the feeling is sucky sucky sucky! RAHHHH. your body totally feels like crap. and you feel so so so so tired! GRRR. get rid of all those mosquitoes![bong: when you're well enough to read this: get well

2006-07-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Grant me the Serenity to acceptThe things I cannot change,Courage to change the things I can,And Wisdom to know the difference.

2006-07-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

went for check up today! another hole added to my collection of holes on my hand. :( somehow it wasn't as painful this time. results were out, everything's back to normal except a few. haha. really proud of my platelet count! it's like so high now! hahahaha. good job! :D:D:Dhad a nap after i came back and just woke up! i think i really dream a lot, but this time, i only remembered one. sweet

2006-07-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

woke up feeling very sad and angry today! oh well.anyway bong and eddy came to visit today. thanks for trying to cheer me up. :)both of them couldn't stop arguing! :S:S:S gave me a headache! oh well, no one succeeded in making me eat a lot today! :D yeah. although i didn't eat much, i still feel very bloated and dinner is gonna be ready soon! argh. i don't like food! played bridge and daidee for

2006-07-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO! siao er feels happy today cos the great queen is residing at her place now :) we had pizza and b&j icecream and omg SE has a HUMONGOUS appetite! -.- she should seriously learn to curb her eating ;)SE says she's feeling bored so all visitors are welcome to her house! she has a free flow supply of b&j and haagen dazs ice cream so do drop by when you're hungry! :)

2006-06-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

stressed. ):

2006-06-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in such a long timei'm fairly irritated with this guy who goes "do you have a boySfriend" like ten times??? my goodness. i feel like slapping him! can't he understand that ppl do need their privacy? RAHH!exam stressed! :S:S:S:S:S!

2006-06-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

am at bangkok hospital now. using the internet access here. hmmm. my little cousin is trying to understand what i'm typing here. :) he's smiling away. :D haha.all right, shall update when i get back to singapore again! :)off i go, don't miss me!

2006-06-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

going to thailand tml. grandma unwell. hope she gets better! praying for her! :)will update when i get back. till then, hope you all don't miss me.msg me if you all are bored! :Dnice song i found. enjoy. :)Why Goodbye - Christian WunderlichSo are we over nowDo we just turn the pageAnd let the story endDo we just walk awayJust like we never met?I know we said some thingsAnd now you want to

2006-06-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in such a long time. hmmm. well, nothing much has happened.holidays are here. happy holidays to everyone. :)have fun slacking, mugging, holiday-ing! basically just have fun in whatever you're doing.zzz

2006-05-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

super super super stressed now. don't know what to start with. so many deadlines to meet. hissoc, cip thingy, hw, everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RAHH!

2006-05-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

this entry shall be dedicated to dearest bong:Stop saying that i don't love you, you stupid girl! haha. you still are a tiny part of my very big heart! :D haha. <3i will still love you even when you choose $ or t or s or even C!!! though i very much want to steal C from you so you can't have anyone, i won't harm your future. i will make sure you won't ever end up eating the last sweet in the box.

2006-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

long time since i last used this com. this com is filled with loads and loads of memories! all my photos are on this com. anyway was looking thru my pictures and found many interesting photos. haha. i miss the good ol' days!!!!shall upload some of these pictures soon! when i'm feeling bored, maybe?anyway can't wait for this week to end.(:

2006-05-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

18maynetball season has come to an end. finals on thursday at toa payoh sports hall. we fought hard, real hard. we could all see all fighting so hard. although we didn't win, i'm sure we all know we're winners in our heart! 2 years in rjnb has really been an interesting experience. all the wonderful team mates, juniors and seniors. i thank God for having met all of you!went for dinner at fish and

2006-05-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

i feel so much better now. chenfeng, you should know why! hahaha. we both agree on the same thing right. i still can't believe it. but oh well. that's not my loss. :)

2006-05-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

today started off real bad. was walking to class then realised i didn't bring my whole file to school! felt totally irritated. went to class and then realised i didn't bring my pencil box! i was so mad at myself that i wanted to cry okay! sigh. thankfully, my mom came to school and gave me my stuff. :)felt slightly better during lectures. kept falling asleep during chem tut, due to the lack of

2006-05-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

i guess when some things are not meant to be yours, it'll never be yours.

2006-05-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

realised i haven't updated in a very long time! haha.anyway went for a few concerts in the past few weeks.dance - with chenfeng, rong, jean. quite fun.. all the laughing and the "is that ...". our seats were not bad! :)co - with chu, clar, xiao and gerald. haha. it was quite fun teasing the certain two. but yah. haha. spent most of the time talking.. haha. but it was funner than last year's. :)

2006-04-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

went for aj idol just now. quite fun. met rina, jinghang and yuqin in sn for sports day and cards-playing, then headed down for aj after that. met many gracians there! miss them loads. :))anyway was supposed to for the mass for joan chan tml. but shall go for training since it's more important? sorry guys, have to leave you all to go by yourselves. anyway shall pray for her at home!today was such

2006-04-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just wished that things wouldn't have happened. thinking back, all the happy times that we shared, it really makes me sad. :( i know things can never go back to what it was, and i guess it never will. the clock still ticks, the day passes and everything changes.RAHH! was talking to cf, then suddenly got into the sad mood again!!! i think it's time to let go! :(have a mechanics test

2006-04-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

went back to sn after lessons ended at 1230. ate the usual orange bowl + mushroom rice. hmmm. well..only me and chu were greedy enough! haha! after that we went for a 'shopping spree' at the bookshop. (shu says i was on a shopping spree! :( ) anyway got nice stuff. :) cabbed back to school for chem after that. met cf for dinner after that. haha. nice long chatting session again! haha. came to

2006-04-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

i love the talking sessions on sundays! haha.anyway i don't like the bus drivers. they wouldn't let me on the bus if i don't produce my ezlink card. do they not believe i'm still a student? hmph! haha.anyway i realise some things are really hard to let go... oh well. :(the long week starts tml! :S

2006-04-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

i hate to be misunderstood. i hate it when ppl take what i say and twist the words into words that are 'unknown' to you? i guess no one likes to be misunderstood. don't know how to clear this misunderstanding. is it even clear-a-ble? when i was told what I SAID, i was like "??? huh? i said that? but i only knew of it like this morning?" i don't know lah. sometimes i wish i could lock myself in my

2006-04-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

had 5 items yesterday. went quite well i think. maybe not as good as i wanted it to be, but still quite glad. very happy for sbj. first time i broke the 2 mark! hahaha. i was shocked. didn't do so well for ipu but yah, it's finally over. never am i going to touch that bar again! eew. haha. thanks 4+2 for all the encouragement and stuff. :Dfriendly with nyjc after that. went quite well too. hmmm

2006-04-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

I AM SO IRRITATED!!!!!!!!! ARGH!i think i was so irritated that i almost made the whole house angry excluding dearest quentin and yen. hmmm. i seriously hate ppl prying into things without my permission!! and finding things that they're not supposed to know?my goodness. i'm sorry to all those i was mean to. [chenfeng: hope you're feeling better. i guess we're feeling the same way but just because

2006-04-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

finally the weekend is here!tiring week. had 2.4 on thurs. it's finally over! wasn't feeling well that morning, but decided to just go give it a try. but then miss chai was saying that if i stop halfway, i'll still have to do my 5 items, then they'll 'declare' it a fail then i've to do it in week 9 by myself. :S so i was ren-ing. first round was bad..then the second round was worse. my nose kept

2006-04-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

just came back from training at kallang. friendly against nj. not bad. met loreen, dora and jeanne! :)quite tired from the past night and training and school and everything now. zzz2.4 run tml and we're getting back our PW results. how wonderful can that be mann. i really hope for the best. quite irritated with many things now and there's so much hw to be done. i better get out of here fast

2006-04-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

haven't been online for the past few days. by the time i get to my room, i'll be too tired and sick to even walk towards my com. (it sounds as if my room is SO big, but it's not. haha). anyway have been down with flu for the past few days. guess i'm recovering now but it still sucks cause i still feel unwell. :(declared school holiday today. had opening ceremony on saturday. my class was

2006-04-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's happening to me. becoming super dao and super moody these few days. and today was exceptionally bad i guess? :( i'm sorry if i said anything bad to anyone without realising it or anything ok? apologies! :(:(:( rahh. [esp wee who's always there to take all my njonsense and to add more nonsense so it seems like nothing's wrong. loveya wee! and yes, i'm still trying to be less

2006-03-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

today was a very sleepy day as usual.assembly today was stupid. as in we had assembly for like 10 mins? haha. handed in my ora card which was empty when i got to school but filled up with names of ppl i don't know. anyhow wrote down and handed in the money! *heart aches from money gone* haha.pe was not bad. so we didn't have the 5 rounds we expected but instead we did circuits around the school.

2006-03-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

today started off quite off. woke up late. saw the time on my phone, 650! my goodness. i won't be late for school, but my bro would. so off i went, bathed and got ready and off to school by 7. phew. (everything was all right, just that i forgot to comb my hair and hence was in a nice great mess! :( ) anyway had gp assignment today. and i only realised it at 1am! rushed to read the questions and

2006-03-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm. my blog seems to be quite dead. oh well. :Sfirst day of school today (although it's the second week of term 2). anyhow today wasn't very exciting. went by quite normally.promise i made today with chu! WE SHALL KEEP TO IT! jia you! :Dhaha. tml is a short yet long day. i wish it will rain tml afternoon. haha.rahh. this is such a boring entry. off i go!

2006-03-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

hey qin! i see your post. thanks for posting while i was away. haha.i need a date with you soon. arrange it and tell me when. miss you lots!!rahh. irritated now.

2006-03-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

gee nice template. (:hurry update when u're back from the trip!not gonna tag the perfect lover thing here.haha cya soon [cant wait la. so much things to tell u!]love, qin.

2006-03-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Rules: Tagged person must come up with 8 points about their perfect lurver.must include the sex of ur lurver.sex: male1) be able to fit the definition of SE's definition of nice! haha. (summarised)2) taller than i am. haha.3) loves animals! i wanna have pets next time! :D4) must be sensitive. hee.5) must be able to talk a lot with me6) not be very si2 ban3. haha. bad bad bad. hmmm.7) not be

2004-08-09T11:17:00.000+08:00

happy national day! happy 39th birthday Singapore