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Friday, April 28, 2006
went for aj idol just now. quite fun. met rina, jinghang and yuqin in sn for sports day and cards-playing, then headed down for aj after that. met many gracians there! miss them loads. :))
anyway was supposed to for the mass for joan chan tml. but shall go for training since it's more important? sorry guys, have to leave you all to go by yourselves. anyway shall pray for her at home!
today was such a bad day! i shan't elaborate here cause if i do, i'm going to start scolding here. i just got one word to say. WHATEVER!
i hope this thing ends soon. it's really stressing me up! :S
went for aj idol just now. quite fun. met rina, jinghang and yuqin in sn for sports day and cards-playing, then headed down for aj after that. met many gracians there! miss them loads. :))
anyway was supposed to for the mass for joan chan tml. but shall go for training since it's more important? sorry guys, have to leave you all to go by yourselves. anyway shall pray for her at home!
today was such a bad day! i shan't elaborate here cause if i do, i'm going to start scolding here. i just got one word to say. WHATEVER!
i hope this thing ends soon. it's really stressing me up! :S
/10:33 PM/
Thursday, April 27, 2006
sometimes i just wished that things wouldn't have happened. thinking back, all the happy times that we shared, it really makes me sad. :( i know things can never go back to what it was, and i guess it never will. the clock still ticks, the day passes and everything changes.
RAHH! was talking to cf, then suddenly got into the sad mood again!!! i think it's time to let go! :(
have a mechanics test tml! supposed to be studying for it now. but i'm too sleepy to. slept from 4 plus to 7 and 8 plus to 10 plus. i feel like a little piggy! hmmm.
i don't look forward to school now. :S
sometimes i just wished that things wouldn't have happened. thinking back, all the happy times that we shared, it really makes me sad. :( i know things can never go back to what it was, and i guess it never will. the clock still ticks, the day passes and everything changes.
RAHH! was talking to cf, then suddenly got into the sad mood again!!! i think it's time to let go! :(
have a mechanics test tml! supposed to be studying for it now. but i'm too sleepy to. slept from 4 plus to 7 and 8 plus to 10 plus. i feel like a little piggy! hmmm.
i don't look forward to school now. :S
/11:34 PM/
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
went back to sn after lessons ended at 1230. ate the usual orange bowl + mushroom rice. hmmm. well..only me and chu were greedy enough! haha! after that we went for a 'shopping spree' at the bookshop. (shu says i was on a shopping spree! :( ) anyway got nice stuff. :) cabbed back to school for chem after that. met cf for dinner after that. haha. nice long chatting session again! haha. came to many conclusions, which is good lah. (hey, do cheer up k? :) )
anyway am back home feeling extremely sleepy and sian-ed by the thoughts of having to wake up early and taking bus to school. :S:S:S
short day tml. hope i don't fall asleep during lecture. :)
went back to sn after lessons ended at 1230. ate the usual orange bowl + mushroom rice. hmmm. well..only me and chu were greedy enough! haha! after that we went for a 'shopping spree' at the bookshop. (shu says i was on a shopping spree! :( ) anyway got nice stuff. :) cabbed back to school for chem after that. met cf for dinner after that. haha. nice long chatting session again! haha. came to many conclusions, which is good lah. (hey, do cheer up k? :) )
anyway am back home feeling extremely sleepy and sian-ed by the thoughts of having to wake up early and taking bus to school. :S:S:S
short day tml. hope i don't fall asleep during lecture. :)
/10:55 PM/
Sunday, April 23, 2006
i love the talking sessions on sundays! haha.
anyway i don't like the bus drivers. they wouldn't let me on the bus if i don't produce my ezlink card. do they not believe i'm still a student? hmph! haha.
anyway i realise some things are really hard to let go... oh well. :(
the long week starts tml! :S
i love the talking sessions on sundays! haha.
anyway i don't like the bus drivers. they wouldn't let me on the bus if i don't produce my ezlink card. do they not believe i'm still a student? hmph! haha.
anyway i realise some things are really hard to let go... oh well. :(
the long week starts tml! :S
/10:20 PM/
Thursday, April 20, 2006
i hate to be misunderstood. i hate it when ppl take what i say and twist the words into words that are 'unknown' to you? i guess no one likes to be misunderstood. don't know how to clear this misunderstanding. is it even clear-a-ble? when i was told what I SAID, i was like "??? huh? i said that? but i only knew of it like this morning?" i don't know lah. sometimes i wish i could lock myself in my own world and only come out to breathe the nice and pleasant air.
oh well. felt kinda irritated, so am here. supposed to be studying for physics spa tml. skill A sucks a lot of your brain power. haha. last spa forever tml! hope it goes well. it had better go well for all of us!
sometimes i wish some things didn't happen, yet sometimes i wish they did. :S
i hate to be misunderstood. i hate it when ppl take what i say and twist the words into words that are 'unknown' to you? i guess no one likes to be misunderstood. don't know how to clear this misunderstanding. is it even clear-a-ble? when i was told what I SAID, i was like "??? huh? i said that? but i only knew of it like this morning?" i don't know lah. sometimes i wish i could lock myself in my own world and only come out to breathe the nice and pleasant air.
oh well. felt kinda irritated, so am here. supposed to be studying for physics spa tml. skill A sucks a lot of your brain power. haha. last spa forever tml! hope it goes well. it had better go well for all of us!
sometimes i wish some things didn't happen, yet sometimes i wish they did. :S
/11:59 PM/
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
had 5 items yesterday. went quite well i think. maybe not as good as i wanted it to be, but still quite glad. very happy for sbj. first time i broke the 2 mark! hahaha. i was shocked. didn't do so well for ipu but yah, it's finally over. never am i going to touch that bar again! eew. haha. thanks 4+2 for all the encouragement and stuff. :D
friendly with nyjc after that. went quite well too. hmmm think i hurt my knee while playing. was limping around school today lah. so embarrassing. hahaha. anyway think it's much better now. good good. don't really like tuesdays! firstly there's one and a half hours of long long gp and then there's chem extra lesson and more after that. school ends so late on tuesdays!!! :(
oh well. life still goes on with the late days right? hahaha.
sometimes i wish others would leave me alone. i would really appreciate some privacy, really. i guess you know who i'm talking about. :S
had 5 items yesterday. went quite well i think. maybe not as good as i wanted it to be, but still quite glad. very happy for sbj. first time i broke the 2 mark! hahaha. i was shocked. didn't do so well for ipu but yah, it's finally over. never am i going to touch that bar again! eew. haha. thanks 4+2 for all the encouragement and stuff. :D
friendly with nyjc after that. went quite well too. hmmm think i hurt my knee while playing. was limping around school today lah. so embarrassing. hahaha. anyway think it's much better now. good good. don't really like tuesdays! firstly there's one and a half hours of long long gp and then there's chem extra lesson and more after that. school ends so late on tuesdays!!! :(
oh well. life still goes on with the late days right? hahaha.
sometimes i wish others would leave me alone. i would really appreciate some privacy, really. i guess you know who i'm talking about. :S
/10:42 PM/
Sunday, April 16, 2006
I AM SO IRRITATED!!!!!!!!! ARGH!
i think i was so irritated that i almost made the whole house angry excluding dearest quentin and yen. hmmm. i seriously hate ppl prying into things without my permission!! and finding things that they're not supposed to know?
my goodness. i'm sorry to all those i was mean to. [chenfeng: hope you're feeling better. i guess we're feeling the same way but just because of different things. sometimes i do regret things that i did esp in the past? well you know what i'm talking about. sigh. :(]
I AM GOING TO SHUT MYSELF FROM THIS WORLD AS FOR NOW. goodnight. :@
I AM SO IRRITATED!!!!!!!!! ARGH!
i think i was so irritated that i almost made the whole house angry excluding dearest quentin and yen. hmmm. i seriously hate ppl prying into things without my permission!! and finding things that they're not supposed to know?
my goodness. i'm sorry to all those i was mean to. [chenfeng: hope you're feeling better. i guess we're feeling the same way but just because of different things. sometimes i do regret things that i did esp in the past? well you know what i'm talking about. sigh. :(]
I AM GOING TO SHUT MYSELF FROM THIS WORLD AS FOR NOW. goodnight. :@
/10:43 PM/
Saturday, April 15, 2006
finally the weekend is here!
tiring week. had 2.4 on thurs. it's finally over! wasn't feeling well that morning, but decided to just go give it a try. but then miss chai was saying that if i stop halfway, i'll still have to do my 5 items, then they'll 'declare' it a fail then i've to do it in week 9 by myself. :S so i was ren-ing. first round was bad..then the second round was worse. my nose kept running (no pun intended) and i was coughing quite badly! at my third or fourth round, past the time keepers and went "TISSUE PLEASE" then continued running. came back and collected my tissue in the next round. thanks clar, xiaohui and indu for the tissue! haha. anyway my fifth round was like crap. i think i nearly hit 2.45 mins. my goodness. couldn't believe it. tried to run a little faster for the last round but then my stomach was aching really badly! argh. finished it with a bad 12. but at least it's an A. worst run in 5 years! rahh. so glad it's over anyway. 5 items on monday. hopefully it goes well.
training in school today. friendly with pjc. 74:20 i think. not bad. played GS for one quarter then GA for another. don't really know how to play GA lah. anyhow run. haha.but it was a fun quarter! with jo as C, mich WA, sinhui WD, trier GD!, candera GK and belle GS. haha. everyone played really well so that's good. :) tired from training!
oh yah we all wore our full attire for the game today. haha. really nice! :p
rahh. am quite irritated with a certain issue now. i don't understand why ppl do such weird things. i really don't. i shall watch what i do in school now. be a good girl and not do anything wrong. haha. :S
finally the weekend is here!
tiring week. had 2.4 on thurs. it's finally over! wasn't feeling well that morning, but decided to just go give it a try. but then miss chai was saying that if i stop halfway, i'll still have to do my 5 items, then they'll 'declare' it a fail then i've to do it in week 9 by myself. :S so i was ren-ing. first round was bad..then the second round was worse. my nose kept running (no pun intended) and i was coughing quite badly! at my third or fourth round, past the time keepers and went "TISSUE PLEASE" then continued running. came back and collected my tissue in the next round. thanks clar, xiaohui and indu for the tissue! haha. anyway my fifth round was like crap. i think i nearly hit 2.45 mins. my goodness. couldn't believe it. tried to run a little faster for the last round but then my stomach was aching really badly! argh. finished it with a bad 12. but at least it's an A. worst run in 5 years! rahh. so glad it's over anyway. 5 items on monday. hopefully it goes well.
training in school today. friendly with pjc. 74:20 i think. not bad. played GS for one quarter then GA for another. don't really know how to play GA lah. anyhow run. haha.but it was a fun quarter! with jo as C, mich WA, sinhui WD, trier GD!, candera GK and belle GS. haha. everyone played really well so that's good. :) tired from training!
oh yah we all wore our full attire for the game today. haha. really nice! :p
rahh. am quite irritated with a certain issue now. i don't understand why ppl do such weird things. i really don't. i shall watch what i do in school now. be a good girl and not do anything wrong. haha. :S
/2:07 PM/
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
just came back from training at kallang. friendly against nj. not bad. met loreen, dora and jeanne! :)
quite tired from the past night and training and school and everything now. zzz
2.4 run tml and we're getting back our PW results. how wonderful can that be mann. i really hope for the best. quite irritated with many things now and there's so much hw to be done. i better get out of here fast before i get neh neh-ed at. :S
just came back from training at kallang. friendly against nj. not bad. met loreen, dora and jeanne! :)
quite tired from the past night and training and school and everything now. zzz
2.4 run tml and we're getting back our PW results. how wonderful can that be mann. i really hope for the best. quite irritated with many things now and there's so much hw to be done. i better get out of here fast before i get neh neh-ed at. :S
/9:27 PM/
Monday, April 10, 2006
haven't been online for the past few days. by the time i get to my room, i'll be too tired and sick to even walk towards my com. (it sounds as if my room is SO big, but it's not. haha). anyway have been down with flu for the past few days. guess i'm recovering now but it still sucks cause i still feel unwell. :(
declared school holiday today. had opening ceremony on saturday. my class was allocated to sit at the parade square.. yeah. quite fun. get to see our wonderful PM in person! hahaha. actually nothing great but yet again.. it's quite cool eh? haha! anyway everything went well. met mrs lai and chatted with her for a while. haha. went for R project then went for class outing. met them at k box at marina square. bleagh. don't like to k box but at least it was fun listening to the others sing. played a few rounds of daidee cause we decided that we couldn't hear ourselves so cannot play bridge. felt quite bad so went home after about an hour. slept till past dinner. sleeping rocks. at least i didn't feel that bad after i woke up. :p
just hope i get well before thurs. i wanna do my 2.4 with my class! haha. my goal this year isn't very high. just hope for an A. (no qin, not going to break 12mins this year, no energy. will be happy with a 14 maybe? so you can be happy with your 13 k? HEE)
rahh. my stupid headache is irritating me. shall go take a little nap and wake up to complete my stupid hw! ARGH.
haven't been online for the past few days. by the time i get to my room, i'll be too tired and sick to even walk towards my com. (it sounds as if my room is SO big, but it's not. haha). anyway have been down with flu for the past few days. guess i'm recovering now but it still sucks cause i still feel unwell. :(
declared school holiday today. had opening ceremony on saturday. my class was allocated to sit at the parade square.. yeah. quite fun. get to see our wonderful PM in person! hahaha. actually nothing great but yet again.. it's quite cool eh? haha! anyway everything went well. met mrs lai and chatted with her for a while. haha. went for R project then went for class outing. met them at k box at marina square. bleagh. don't like to k box but at least it was fun listening to the others sing. played a few rounds of daidee cause we decided that we couldn't hear ourselves so cannot play bridge. felt quite bad so went home after about an hour. slept till past dinner. sleeping rocks. at least i didn't feel that bad after i woke up. :p
just hope i get well before thurs. i wanna do my 2.4 with my class! haha. my goal this year isn't very high. just hope for an A. (no qin, not going to break 12mins this year, no energy. will be happy with a 14 maybe? so you can be happy with your 13 k? HEE)
rahh. my stupid headache is irritating me. shall go take a little nap and wake up to complete my stupid hw! ARGH.
/9:35 PM/
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i don't know what's happening to me. becoming super dao and super moody these few days. and today was exceptionally bad i guess? :( i'm sorry if i said anything bad to anyone without realising it or anything ok? apologies! :(:(:( rahh. [esp wee who's always there to take all my njonsense and to add more nonsense so it seems like nothing's wrong. loveya wee! and yes, i'm still trying to be less dao ok.]
sometimes i feel so distant from all of you. as if i'm there cause i have to be there and not because i want to me there. (does this make sense?) maybe it is just me. just being too sensitive? or would you all say i don't want to 'integrate' myself? i don't know. i've been trying hard and am still trying. all the best for the next time we all meet. :(
arh well. am still feeling super low now. don't feel like doing anything now. i want to close myself, away from everything! don't want to think of any more things. :(
this is a terrible entry. but who cares. :S
memories are what is left~
i don't know what's happening to me. becoming super dao and super moody these few days. and today was exceptionally bad i guess? :( i'm sorry if i said anything bad to anyone without realising it or anything ok? apologies! :(:(:( rahh. [esp wee who's always there to take all my njonsense and to add more nonsense so it seems like nothing's wrong. loveya wee! and yes, i'm still trying to be less dao ok.]
sometimes i feel so distant from all of you. as if i'm there cause i have to be there and not because i want to me there. (does this make sense?) maybe it is just me. just being too sensitive? or would you all say i don't want to 'integrate' myself? i don't know. i've been trying hard and am still trying. all the best for the next time we all meet. :(
arh well. am still feeling super low now. don't feel like doing anything now. i want to close myself, away from everything! don't want to think of any more things. :(
this is a terrible entry. but who cares. :S
memories are what is left~
/8:39 PM/
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